I have moved to facebook, so long xanga, find me there if u want to keep in touch.  Here is a recent post from there.

out here visiting cal poly's open house, gonna go visit the campus and hit on the various food stands.  Last year i got a flaffel?   however you spell it,  this year.....

we ate...  some bbq pork ribs. flavor was just ok, the garlic bread that came with it was better.
then... we ate some indian ice cream, very delicious, and different.
then... we ate some straw berry short cake, looked very pretty, tasted good too.
then... we ate some thai ice tea and cotton candy.  I drank all the boba from the tea while Lu went to wash her hands, bahahahahaha.
then... we ate some dumplings in support of lu's fellowship, who were selling them for 3 dumplings for a dollar.   We heared them shout * Pot stickers!! made by real chinese people!!! Look in our tent!!!*
Then... we tried get some tri tip and beef ribs, but everytime we went to a booth, they told us it was sold out, sux.  We ended up getting some strawberry funnel cake and beef ribs later.

I felt like Mr Pacman, eat eat eat eat eat eat, *swallow rib* Powerup!!!! eat eat eat eat eat......

Whoa.... It's been a while since I've updated or even visited this thing.   Over a year?  Haven't had much reason to really.   Been busy with school, relationship, life.... 

However, getting a break from that busyness recently...  Can't believe it... but i'm graduating... this is my last semester at SJSU, and my workload isn't that heavy for once.  I even have a volunteer gig at a nursing home as part of my major's graduation program.  So what do I do with my life now that I am graduating?  I look around at the people I know who have graduated before me.... and the prospects are not that great. 

This business of not having that much work plus pressure is giving me bouts of insomia that I've never had before.  Frustrating.  Maybe like my friend Ken says... I need a vacation.   Maybe I'll take up on his offer and go to Japan with him, HA. 

It's back to school, and a new experience in my life.  I've had to move back home and live with my parents agian after all these years of living outside. 

It's not easy to addjust to, the constant nagging of my mom, the grumpyness of my dad, and nexto to no privacy even in my own room. 

Sometimes I just want to be with a friend or my gf to hang out with them, but that doesn't seem to happen all that often.  Schedule differences.

How can you tell someone really cares for you?  When you tell them you're upset, someone who cares about you would talk to you and ask you what's going on right?  How can you tell someone is your friend, they talk to you about your day, and tells you about their day right?   Lately i've been wondering.... who is it that really talks to me.... and who is always too busy for me......  can a friendship last once the communication stop, can any relationship last at that?  

I am tired.......  i'm tired of feeling discouraged by those around me, i'm tired of always feeling like i'm doing something wrong, and i'm tired of being by my self..... 

I need something to change.

Aww, this is so cute!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YbvlOqWCPCc&search=panda

Lets see, things I've done this past month.  Taking the english standard test for the second time.  Hope I pass so I can get ready for graduation. 

Went to Santa Barbara for the first time in my life.  Also happen to have gone with a bunch of crazy fools, who got sunburned and drank wine like they were fish.  I did get to throw my GF into the ocean however, hehehe.

Starting summer school, found out I have the same classmates as my last semester, let the good times roll!